. . ?’ then she changed the topic saying ‘nothing nothing’ even next day i did the same but now she not even looked the paper just tore and thre...w it, i went after an hour nw she was a bit different, was willing sitting beside me placing hand on my thigh i thought it was my opportunity any i too tried to place hand on the shoulder; she didn’t said anything but stood and went away. I was in what to do situation. I stood after few min, and searched her she was in kitchen cutting veggi, i went from. Let’s go to bathroom” she pulled me with my shorts. We went to the bath room. I opened the shower and grabbed her let me go she said, where? I replied I want to remove my saari it’s dirty I hod her tight against me and and started kissing her this went on for 5 minutes. We were both drenched in water then I ripped her blouse and her bra easy you are hurting me. She said in pain. I pushed her against the wall and ripped off her saari petticoat aaaaahhh she sighed “remove my clothes now” I. For a split second I had hoped that it was Ken. Al when I realized the full extent of what I wanted, well I knew I couldn't lose him. I can't lose him, Al. He's the man I think I want to share my life with and I think he feels the same way." Hmmm. Barbara, it's difficult for me to say but I have to. How many boy friends have you had?" One, now." How-old- are you?" Al, I understand what you're trying to say here. Because I'm young and inexperienced I may not be able to tell if it's really love. I had to get closer, I tilted the door open a little more. As I reached out I bumped the door audibly. I freaked out and started walking away quickly. I was scared what if she heard me, what if she saw the door move. That's when a chill went down my spine. "Hey dweeb get over here and close the door for me!" Maybe she thinks she left it open maybe I got away with it. I stood on the side of the door and reached towards it and grabbed the door handle at that moment she grabs my wrist and yanks me.