Is this what happens when I lend you to one of my staff, then I’m not sure I’m going to let her play again. After all, it’s bad manners to send ...a toy home broken and pretend it’s still working.”It was the perfect opportunity to tell her about the anal dildo and the other things Veronica and I had done which explained my current predicament, but the words just wouldn’t come, so I just grimaced and tried not to blush too much.Jill continued to try, but that third and last time with Veronica was. " Oh mistress, I don't have the right to ask but please, when I am being deflowered will you hold me and kiss me, while it's being done?" Of course Diana, I wouldn't have it any other way. I am not going to allow any more questions my little sex slave. You must accept that your future is in my hands; I control your life completely. From day to day, even hour by hour, you won't know what you will be ordered to do next. Just remember that your submission must be absolute. You will submit you body. She would change in front of me, but ask me to turn around and not look, knowing that I would sneak a peek. She would make out with her girlfriend in front of me while we were high and she always had an air of superiority. It was frustrating but when I stopped going to raves I stopped seeing her. She was deeper than ever. It wasn't about the dance scene anymore, it was about the drugs and she was living in a small house with six other people, always partying and looking to get high.Elaine was. This fulfilled another fantasy of mine. I never expected I would get to fulfill this fantasy.The phone rang and John said he would be home soon. Sara had to go home and I didn’t get to have my first lesbian encounter. The following week John had a trip.I went back to Sara’s home but she wasn’t home. Her sister Bridget who is 16 was home and she said, “Sara told me you want sex with a girl. So do I Cheryl.”Bridget said, “Cheryl I really don’t want sex with you. I lied when I told you Sara is not.