But Darian, you’re sick, your mind could be gone in a few years. You have a right to be angry. You say that, but do you really mean that? I don’t ...think you do for the simple reason I don’t think a lot of people have ever been angry. True anger is dark bloody emotion that most people won’t admit to feeling. I do. Even if they admit to feeling it to themselves they won’t explore it or share it with others. Part of my growing process was learning to accept that I am capable of, not just in theory,. The guys at the table by this time realized that she was giving these two a show and said that they wanted to see too. She asked Gary and Bill what she should do. They both said to turn around and show them. She said that she had a better idea and got off the stool and left for the restroom.In the restroom, she took off her pantyhose and put them in her purse. It was summer and her tan was terrific so her legs were spectacular without the hose anyway. When she came back, she crawled up on the. Why be prepared when you can just react and hope for the best?’ I later realized I was back to doing what Jen had yelled at me about and about which I had apologized to Jeff. We did not communicate very well the next few days and it was my fault. If we could make it through Sunday afternoon we would be fine. I’m not sure of the origin of the wedding rehearsal dinner. I’m pretty sure Jeff could give me the history, but I suspect I would want to scream before he got done. We don’t have a. Do you have a search warrant?"Immediately the cop became suspicious. This guy was hiding something."I don't have one, no. I was just asking for your cooperation. Although I can get one very easily and be back in an hour. Would you prefer to wait?" Why do you want to hassle me, man? I just moved in, my family's in here asleep. Hell, I don't even know if you're a real cop. You could be some criminal pulling a scam. Cops don't normally search houses at 4am." Want to see my badge?" the cop asked..