I was walking on wobbly knees while he was still under my cape making it incredibly difficult to walk. As soon as Gideon noticed the blankets laid out... he came out from under my cape and began to remove his clothing. I followed suit but Gideon quickly objected, "My money, my rules. Leave the cape on. I want to fuck the beautiful queen of the circus." Get on all fours, Shelby. I want to take you from behind," he growled.I was having a serious case of ‘Déjà vu’. My mind racing, I got down on the. It was one of these nights when he finally showed me what true care and passion could be. We were watching a movie in his bedroom which happened a lot when he leaned over and touched my cheek and whispered softly in my ear , “I want to help you, babe. (((He always called me Babe even when we were around others))) I can’t take it anymore seeing you so sad. Let me help you. Let me show you what real passion is about.” He ran his thumb along my lip softly then reaching gently behind me he pulled. ”“Can you explain Joyce and Jessica?” I asked.“They aren’t men,” she giggled.“I know THAT!” I chuckled.“Joyce was an experiment. One that at the time I thought had failed, but it led me to the correct solution for our future. The only solution that would actually work.”“And you’re truly happy?”“Oh my, yes! I have exactly what I need and you have exactly what you need and Jess has exactly what she needs! Soon enough, I’ll have babies with you! I couldn’t be happier!”“And without Jess you and I. Right before he goes to apologize I add, “That you didn't tell me sooner.” As the sentence leaves my lips I drop to my knees in front of him while looking him in the eyes. As I begin undoing his belt I notice people already starting to stare but this just fuels the fire of my will to keep going. “Lily what are you doing?” Tom exclaims, his face red as a tomato. “Just having some fun,” I wink at him as I slowly pull down his zipper. As I get his pants around his ankles I notice a very obvious.