"No!"He opened the door and stepped into my room."What's the problem?" Mom and Dad." Oh." They don't want me to date a boy who's not a member of the c...hurch." Oh, oh, I'm scheduled to meet with them shortly. Pearl's a heathen like Gary. I suspect I'll have to listen to a similar sermon. Are you keeping your date with Gary?" No, I broke it, but they didn't absolutely forbid me to date him. Like a thwarted, spoiled child, I cut off my nose to spite my face and told them that I'd cancel the date.. Somehow the whole thing felt liberating.It was the following weekend when, quite unexpectedly, an opportunity arose for me to once again entertain Alia. When doing a load of laundry in the middle of the week the laundry machine seemed to have conked out. I called my landlady Carrie who said her boyfriend Steve would be over on Saturday to check it. If he couldn’t fix it, they would replace it.Late Saturday morning when the doorbell rang I was quite surprised to find Carrie at the door rather. He ran his tongue from the very corner of her mouth gently to her chin and down her neck.He gave her neck the tiniest nip and she thrilled from top to toe.He kissed down and along the swell of her breasts and gently kissed one nipple and then the other.She was feeling everything he did in every part of her and she wanted it to be harder and yet softer...She wanted it all at once and she wanted it to last for ever.He knew exactly what she was feeling and he rose and dropped to his knees between. He entwined his fingers with mine and held it as I turned to face him more openly. I felt completely giddy in reaction to his attentions and I knew in that instant that something was different for me with Cole. I got petrified. I had made it perfectly clear to Cole that I was not looking for a serious relationship. Now, here I sat and in a millisecond could see my future with him. What the hell was I thinking? What was going on? Was I having a crazy dream that I would wake from and laugh? I was.