. why?"I sighed."It's hard to explain. But I think that in some fundamental part of me,I'm a girl. But I can never be seen as one."For a while afterwa...rd, there was silence.Then Helva said, "When I first decided I wanted to sing, someone mighthave told me it was impossible. Yet I found a way. Can you find a way tobe seen as a girl? What makes me a girl that you can't do?"Her saying that cut through my pity-party and got me thinking like ashell-person again."I ... could just ask them to call me. I started pumping my throbbing member until I came right onto my chest and dripping down to the source.I sighed in satisfaction and enjoyed the rest of the erotic video then started a new movie about an aunt and a nephew fucking, which really made me think of Aunt Jennifer. I suddenly stopped masturbating as I thought about it. I shook my head and switched to one about some random chick getting banged by a stud.I was probably watching for over half an hour when I decided to take a break from. Both sides of me felt devoted to Devnik ... the side that felt obligated felt uncomfortable ... but Devnik came first ... the side that retained my free will never even had to think about it."CURSES, CHILD ... MOVE ... MOVE, the demon is returning ... THE DEMON IS RETURNING."I crossed my arms and glared into the blinding bright light.The apparition started to vibrate with rage. "VERY WELL, I shall move you myself!"Bright blue sparks started to flow from the apparition ... I hugged my knees to. Her claws dug into his chest, and her glowing eyes raged at him. He motioned for Lyrah to stay back.Without warning, the mist began to form again, and Mecawyn instinctively shielded his eyes from the flash of light so close to his face. When he opened them, he was surprised to find that the druid was still naked, but no longer wet from the pool."Your armour bears the mark of Cenarion," she panted heavily, "You are with the Circle?" Well, yes, and you..." his words were cut off as her mouth met.