For a second I thought he was going to kiss me on the lips but, well, I figured he chickened out with mom watching. At least we were going in the righ...t direction as he had held my hand as we left the movie theater. He was old-fashioned to the point of distraction.Wednesday began with a knock on the door from the mail man. Mom went to answer it and came back into the kitchen where I was eating breakfast."For you." she said and handed me a slim package.For me?She sat opposite and sipped her. It is a falsehood."Diane said, "That one is Frank. It involves a Marine who gets lost inthe desert and is somehow is turned into a Human Yucca Plant. Howeverthere is a real Yucca Man."I took over. I said, "The Yucca Man was a Indian Shaman. He used YuccaPlants in a lot of his ceremonies. He was also a 'Singer'."My Mother Nicole asked, "What is a 'Singer'?I said, "A 'Singer' is a healer of the soul. He uses prayer chants toheal the person's soul. Almost the same as a priest grantingforgiveness. Unconditional, honest, heart-stopping love. I want to share everything I am with the one I love.”Gwen responded sincerely, “Oh honey, you will find that love.” Her hand rested on my leg.I looked her straight in the eye and responded, “I already found it; she just doesn’t know it yet.”Gwen contemplated this, I think unaware at my implication, and said, “Well you have to tell her, show her, love is worth the risk.”I reflected on this said, “You think so?”“I know so,” she said, “No one would. “Did you really like it?” I asked softly and slowly.“Yesssss!” He sighed.“Were you awake the whole time I was touching you?”“Yessss.”“Were you hard the whole time?”“Yessss.”“Did I make you cum?” I finally whispered.He paused for a moment and answered in a regretful tone, “No.”“Really? You didn’t cum? I’ll bet you wanted to though ... didn’t you?" I continued.“Mmmmm yesssss.” He moaned.“I’m sorry,” I softly said.“For what?” he moaned.“For not finishing the job and leaving you so.