I couldn't tell for sure but I thought the shots came from across the pasture. I loaded a dart into the chamber and began circling the open field just... inside the tree line. I couldn't see anything moving except some horses shuffling about nervously, probably looking for the same thing I was; the source of those loud reports.I was about half way to the caretaker's house where Jimmy lived when I heard movement off to my left toward the fence. I did my damnedest to move silently but I couldn't. .no bra... and my 5inch red stilettos...Just after midnight and a few minutes into the New Year, my husband decided we needed more drinks although we were aready little tipsy ... the bar was packed and people were pushing their way to get to the front. We followed suit!It was here my adventure began! In amongst the crowd a black guy decided to push his way behind me (I always fantasied about black men). I couldn't see his face and didn't bother too much about it either... As the music got. I think it’s within our grasp, here in the near future.”“Jeezus,” he breathed. “You are serious about this? You girls are seriously thinking of going through with this? Of trying this?”“Hell yeah,” I said. “We love him that much. And it’s ... it’s symbolic, symbolic of our love for him.”“Damn,” he said. “I still think you’re taking an awful risk.”“I just don’t really feel it that much,” said Hope. “We have a much better idea now, how he really feels.“Can you tell me ... how you know this?”Hope. If it wasn't for me, you would be spending your entire fucking night here in jail, your career in jeopardy and your future flushed down the toilet," I spat back at her."All I know is that you were supposed to be in the room. You weren't. You were in charge of the initiation, and yet you weren't there. And when the cops busted in, their to arrest us because someone tipped them off about the drugs and the sex, you were nowhere to be found," I just got there when you were being led out. I would.