If someone used Ben whentelling a story of my past when I was living as Ben that seems right tome. That is for I was representing myself as Ben and th...at is who theybelieved they shared that experience with. I have to respect how theyexperienced the event. It might be different if I was struggling withmy gender dysphoria at that time.I know my experience as a transgender woman is not a normal one. I didcover how my mom and dad said there was no difference between the sexesand gender. Also with. "Mmmm such a beautiful sight" he said.I gasped in surprise and half turned to look at him, he was staring out over the lake, a warm smile on his face, then he turned his head and looked down at me, and grinned, "Correction" he said, "Two beautiful sights!", and I saw his eyes sweep over my naked body from top to bottom and back again. I felt a flush of embarrassment flood my face, but at the same time a slight thrill at the fact that he thought I was beautiful. Then he turned to face the lake. Home town ki vaja sa sex karna bhi mushkil ho gaya tha is vaja sa bhi mai gussa ho gaya. I started masturbating heavily, I was so desperate that I even started masturbating in my mom’s panties but never had bad intention for her. The story towards my night with mom started when my started noticing stains on her panties and of pre cum on my panties but ignored it . My frustration increased and so did my masturbation and mom noticed that due to stains which I told you guys earlier. She new I was. I don’t know if Brittany ever noticed, but to me it felt wonderful. I finally felt seen and appreciated, and the high 90’s on my midterm report didn’t hurt when it came around just after my 17th birthday in late October.Soon enough my first semester was over, and I knew that out of all my teachers I would miss seeing Aaron the most. I’d look forward to seeing him around the school, but I doubted we’d ever have enough time to catch up passing each other in the halls like two ships in the night..