Not to mention three hours of practice today, we got promised an hour of practice tomorrow.’ ‘Here’s to hoping, go on lass get on home.’ Pat h...im on the shoulder and smile at the bartender then I am up and heading outside. Give a hug to the doorman, he whistled at me, then down the steps and off for the joe joint. It is a nice walk, little chilly so we are soon to winter time here. Not many people out, it is late after all and many work during the day. Reaching the joe joint I go inside, it is. It is not for us. But all shadow is not bad. I think there is good in shadow as well as bad. There is good in these humans’ shadow. Not all is good, perhaps much is bad, I do not learn enough that I may say and I am not sure I can ever learn so much. But I will not say their way is a bad way, only that it is not our way. And I do not know why it is that you should learn a way that is not our way if you do not wish. I learn because I wish it. But I cannot say you are wrong not to wish it.”He. But when she picked up the phone she greeted me with name. Holy fuck I was a screwed. She must have my number and recognized it. In my excitement I wasn't thinking straight. I chitchated with her and ended the conversation. I needed to come up with a plan. I soon bought a new Sim card. As soon as it got activated I messaged her that I was replying to her ad in the paper and wanted to know her rates. She called me back but this time I was ready. I held a cloth to my mouth when I talked with her. I was telling John about our plans...”“WHAT? You told him? You didn’t tell him about me, did you?”“No, I didn’t tell him about you. Would you please chill and grow up? I told you that I was going to tell him, that I couldn’t cheat on him.”“If you told him, and there’s no problem, then what’s the fucking problem?”Larry was obviously getting frustrated.“The problem is that he thinks that it’s a great idea!” I said, “So great that he wants to try another woman.”“I don’t want to say, ‘I told you.