Its tough being around users, I need to stay clean and to do that, I usually avoid people that could endanger my sobriety. Um…hi. Im Curtis…I saw ...you at the meeting, was wondering if you wanted to get coffee or something…I used this morning but I need to go somewhere I can be away from that shit…if you dont mind. He talks fast, and shakily, very common amongst users, and he looks desperate. Yeah, sure. Um, Im Cecilia, I know a place thats open this late, I respond, and turn right at the next. After a little while he put a hand on my shoulder and massaged it a little. Then he put his other hand through my hair and played with it. By this time neither of us was talking. I was terrified but also, definitely, excited. I remember that I felt very loved too. My favourite grandparent was showing me I was special. I don't recall if I was frozen or if I gave some sign that I was as excited as I was, but after a short time he slipped off the bed and was sitting behind me on the floor. I had. ‘About two hours ago. Had a de-briefing, and we were dis-missed for two days. Got any plans for the next two days?’ He asked. ‘None, except to be with you. I just finished my finals, I think I did good. Andy, I’m glad you are back and …well nothing happened. I missed you.’ Julie looked down, and then smiled at him. ‘I heard that some of our boys have died. I’m glad you are safe.’ ‘I’m glad to be back. Sweetie, listen. Meet me for dinner at the O Club, in two hours, all right? We’ll have. Have you ever tried it?'"No, ' Faith responded. "At least not until I saw you do that. When I was fucking my boyfriend last night I tried to see if I could make him yell like that, but I couldn't. So I felt like I should find out about it. Show me how?'"I've sort of always been able to do it, Faith, ' Sara confessed, "but when I first found out about it, it wasn't very strong or reliable.'"What happened?' Faith wanted to know."Well, I was screwing this boy, and suddenly I had to pee, you know.