I desperately wanted to please him and let on that perhaps I had tried it. I was cautious in that I didn't want to admit to something that he'd then a...sk me to do and I couldn't do it. I found myself sorely tempted to tell him that had been done to me, knowing that there was a chance he'd ask to do it. He asked me if I'd done anything with dogs. I was on safer grounds here, I knew pets were NOT allowed in this place, but had he'd produced a hound; I'd have fucked it I was that aroused. But I. . encouraged to forget that behind our titanium shellsthere is a body, that we are something other than the shells and thesystems they are hooked up to.But I'm ... a little different.Because besides all the other things I had wrong with my body, I had onenobody could see at the time.My body, as twisted as it was, is male, and my soul, my sense of self,however you want to say it, is female.And there's nothing I can do about it.So I keep busy and try not to think about itDoesn't always work.But I. The result is not as strong as if it was built as a single unit. I need to put strong steel beams along each wall and from the front to the back to give the building a rigid backbone. I can do this by putting them where I have to place the floors, and they can become the main supports for the floor of each level. The tricky part will be drilling far enough into the sandstone to secure the blocks to the steel without going through it. Since the blocks are half a metre deep I’ve got room to play. " Vanessa nodded and Carol smiled. We helped her unpack all day, leaving few boxes left, that she decided to give to charity. We both had a great time with her, chatting, dancing to her radio, playing around, and occasional stopping for a few "breaks". She's got a beautiful energy about her and reminds me allot of my wife, and I knew I'd grow to like her more and more each time I was with her, just like all of the other women of the cul-de-sac. We left about two hours before her husband came.