"Huh?" I said."What if she slept with you? You know like you wanted that one time," she said."You said a lot more to each other than hello didn't you,... Emilie," I said."Okay, yes. I—I—well, I wanted to break the ice. She was my best friend forever, and because I was stupid; well..." And, what if I said yes? What would be the next step? You sleeping with big dick Billy?" I said."No, no, I mean no!" she said."Uh huh, really. Okay, call her up now. Tell her to get over here—now. I think I still. Laugh over shared memories over a beer or a meal out. Be as inseparable as the best of heterosexual couples. These are such innocent desires. And they so utterly overwhelm me."Binta ran her hands through the long strands of her hair and gazed sadly at her naked lap. Ana smiled wanly. Her emotions were curiously unfocused. She was reassured by Binta's commitment to someone else. She'd never felt so strongly towards someone as Binta had, but she appreciated and rather envied the yearnings.She was. Gabe got down on all fours and stuck his ass out at me.His half-fucked hole looked delicious, and I couldn’t wait to dive back in. I got on my knees behind him, ran my cock up and down his crack, and finally pushed my way inside.Gabe’s ass went back to slamming against my pubes. I felt like I was losing my virginity all over again. Gabe wasn’t just an inexperienced college kid getting off. He was a fucking expert at this. I loved how unapologetic he was: Gabe wanted my dick, and I wanted. Fascinated I watched Renee, Brian moaned something aboutfeeling good. Renee must have been way wet as she suckedfor a little while before standing up and taking Brian bythe hand to lead him to our bedroom. I heard her mutter thatshe had not done anything like this since she was 19, the ménage a trois with a gal I had referred to above.I waited in the living room for a bit, smoked a cigaretteand had a drink or two of beer. Then I headed up to the bedroomto watch Renee was on her back with her.