" All evidence to the contrary," she replied angrily, her nostrils flaring slightly."As I was saying, I'm not an expert, but ... I think she is dealin...g with a lot of conflicted emotions." And you thought it would help her if you made them even more conflicted!" she said even more angrily."Sarah," a new voice said, as I saw Catherine walk up behind her. She walked to my bed and placed her hand on my arm. I knew what she wanted and I re-played my memory of what had happened with Jenny and me in. While her thinking was warped, thirty plus years together, I did understand my crazy, wild Jenny. I wasn’t sure that I would want to know the details, but I then requested, “Tell me about your adventures.” She jumped up and responded with what would be yet another surprise for me. “It might be better if you just read some of the stories I have written and posted online.” I agreed, and she opened her laptop, found them, and handed it to me to read. As I began, I was quickly turned on. The. ‘Oh, Peter, I can’t, I really can’t!’ she sobbed. ‘Why not, Anna? I love you and I’m dammed sure that you love me!’ ‘I do, Peter, more than you will ever know. I’ve never loved anyone as much as I love you. But, Peter, I’m not what you think I am. I’ve done things, horrible disgusting things. Things that I can’t ever tell you or anyone else about.’ ‘Anna, have you ever murdered anyone?’ ‘No.’ ‘Have you got a husband and children somewhere that you’ve deserted?’ ‘No!’ ‘Then I can see no reason. Steve reached out, and pulled Li first to her feet, then down again, into his lap. "I'm sorry I used such a harsh word. I know as surely as I love the both of you that it was not actually rape, that you had no intention of forcing yourself on her except as a kind of game played by mutual consent. I've struggled with the same feelings with Nytoya, but I feel confident that she is in fact heterosexual, and enjoys my touch even without the dominance."Do you feel up to continuing?"Li, nodded, and.