"She looks at me, shakes her head, and kisses me back. "You are just such a great guy, if I was not in this business, I would really want to date you ...and have fun." Yes, I can see that, but maybe we can do this again some time?" I ask her."Sure, as long as you don't expect anything more. And who knows what can happen in the future," she says, and then we arrive back at the cafe.She sits down at one of the tables and I join her, and we get another drink."But I do have to ask you something,. ”“Intimate? He’d love it if he sucked you and you fucked him.”“I know. But he knows how I feel.”“He does. How often? Like with Joanne?”“No. I don’t know.”“Once a week?”“I don’t know.”“Please?”“Okay. We’ll see how it goes.”“Great! And I think Jacques should join us sometimes. Not to be with you of course, but to be with Eddie.”“While I’m with you.”“Yes.”“A compromise.”“One on one, but with Eddie there,” she nodded.“I don’t know, Rachel. I’m not exactly comfortable with gay sex.”“I wasn’t. I then got a strange feelinginside, and I tried to shake it off. I felt that I had to have thatdress. I looked over at the mirror, trying to picture my self in thedress. My almost-black hair had grown to shoulder-length, as I had letit grow, being able to do so freely without my mom bugging me to get ahair cut. I wore it in a ponytail most of the time, just to keep it outof the way. My face wasn't as wide as most other boys and my facial hairhadn't grown very much. A little while after Jenn and. Her eyes were glimmering and the sun almost completely gone as if it took a hint as to what the mood was established as. The stars were reflecting off her eyes and I was star-struck. Those beautiful eyes. They spoke volumes but at the moment, it was clear that it only meant one thing and I was going to give it to her right now. I slowly began to insert myself into her. The sensation was unlike ANYTHING Ive ever felt before. This blew masturbation clear out of the water. I moved slowly and Ray.