Pam had last minute things to attend to so I said goodnight to her and went to call a cab. She wouldn’t hear of it and insisted she drive me back to... my ship. Fortunately in those days before random breath testing and police patrols we could drive without concern.Pam spoke to someone and asked that they take her husband George (who had passed out) home and I set out with her alone in the car. Even walking to her car she held my hand and enjoyed my squeezing her beautiful broad arse through her. I got out the hand-restraint loop of fabric and had that on for a while, then I got the idea of trying anal stimulation. I got out one of the surgical gloves in my drawer, put it on my left hand and gently inserted my left gloved index finger into my anus. I tried feeling for my prostate, and I think I was able to glide my fingernail across it a few times because as I was thrusting and doing this at the same time, I felt like I was about to ejaculate, so I slowed my thrusting, sometimes. Ripping and plowing holes hard, and with steady, slapping; forcefully and brutally, rendering traumatic damage; a force, a trauma far beyond that of others can give, well, long and hard, with no mercy, a manly skill, the pleasure it gives with it total invasion, his getting from it delight, from it too, to render that pain, feeling ecstasy for the pleasure he receives as well from it, as felt pleasure received as well as giving.It is contradicted , mixed pain, and pleasure, and theirs, he. LIke how you shave your cock and balls....and how you really like giving her oral but she doesn't really care for it. Now I was a little embarrassed and uncomfortable, but shit we have been married over 20 years so I really didn't care that much, I knew enough to know women talk. I just kind of laughed and said well I guess there really aren't any secrets you know about me She laughed and said no, not really. THen she paused and said I also know she doesn't like to give head either. I.