"I crushed out my own cig. "I can hardly wait," I said. This was all stillmore than a little surreal. As far as my mother remembered, I had alwaysbeen... her little girl Dawn. The whole world only seemed to remember Dawn.It was as if Don had never existed. Except for Brittany.We never figured out why Brit remembered the old me. Maybe because it washer wish that had changed me. We even tried having her give me the statueto see if we could get three more wishes out of it, but no go. Maybe themagic. . well annoyed about that as well." I can understand that that wouldn't do much for a man's self-esteem. I ... well one time, I was with a ... anyway she called out someone else's name at a very inopportune moment. Kind a squashed my ego flat, I can tell you!"For some reason me saying that brought a massive grin to Ottilie's face."Are we done with all that breast-beating malarkey now?" I asked her."If you're completely happy, yes!" I'm just happy that you and Tara are actually here this morning. Bennie accomplished his missionbecause I hated everything about myself. I hated the feminine feelings Ifought to suppress with every fiber of my being and I could not standthe man I was trying to become. In an effort to hide from my feelingsand prove myself worthy, I did everything I could to be liked and not bea burden to anyone.Daddy didn't want me but thankfully Granny took me in, even though shecouldn't really afford the extra mouth she had to feed. To keep frombeing a burden on her, I. He was always caring and there for me and my granny my mother and father got divorced when I was very small, so they have settled in their own respective life, I live with my granny when papa comes he brings his friend along.So, it was then I knew him and he used to hug me and kiss me in my cheeks earlier it was nothing. I felt just warm affection, I don’t know how this warm affection turned into boiling passion it was that night when I turned 18 yrs old.My grand ma was not well so, she used to.