But Eric had another emotional attack that evening, and despite what little I had learned from Sheldon’s twins, I couldn’t do anything to help him... alone.So with Eric’s consent, I enlisted the help of Joy and Honey. It had disheartened me to find their individualness gone to where even I couldn’t distinguish which twin was which, but at least they were temporarily able to restore Eric’s emotional control in a manner similar to what Sheldon’s twins had used.I spent a week struggling to find a way. ’ ‘Alone yes but not unloved, Chucks mother told me that she loved him still, she just couldn’t live with him knowing the damage he was doing to himself.’ Well it’s right, you don’t hear anything good about yourself when you eavesdrop, and I can’t turn it off. Looking at myself it isn’t hard to see why people didn’t think much of me, because I couldn’t spend a little time to get to know them. The nurse is right, Pop died alone and unloved and remembering the small turnout for the funeral he was. " "I worried about his marriage, but we made love anyway; Sandy said it was OK." A few other similar comments graced the room.Jim continued, "Sandy, met all of us in preparing for the party, and apparently got to know a few of the men after she went 'off duty' as the party planner. She wanted to participate more fully, but was being a conscientious person ensuring that everyone had a good experience." Jim amplified, "Just so you know, Sandy and Brad have two almost grown kids. They're soon to. . except... Joel's mind tried to sort the events of the last night and as he tried to reason it all to himself he actually began trembling. "Christ", he thought, "I had sex with my little sister, and on the worst night of her life."Joel knew that Janie had come to him for protection and sympathy. He also knew that those two things were all he tried to give her. "Why did she have to come to my bed?" he thought. "Why didn't she stay on the couch like she said she'd do?"Dressed now, Joel walked.