We were shown to a booth and ordered some drinks.An older woman came over and introduced herself and asked if we knew what the bar was, we said kind o...ff and she then told us what could happen. If we stayed in the bar the hostesses would bring drinks maybe wank us off or suck depending on how well we tipped. If we wanted to join her experts in the one of the games rooms in the back we could expect a full S&M experience with bondage and toys administered by a ladyboi. My mates wife expressed no. " At this point I was on autopilot. I had my hand gently on her thigh, the feeling of her stocking under my hand put me close to heaven. I was turning up the charm. Why the hell not I figured. Even if nothing happened at least I'd make her feel better."How'd you get to be so nice. You must have girls crawling all over you. You're a handsome young man, and such a gentleman." Yeah, I'm not that great, I'm single, I can't find that special girl. Maybe I set my standards too high. I want a girl. Giggle.Dreams and our interpretations of them are part of life's mysteries.Complicated is an understatement especially for the trans-gendered! Weactually have two sets of dreams in one. Our true inner selves and oursouls live in our dreams and so does the reality of our shells, ourbodies.Few of us were blessed with androgynous bodies and fewer still withtruly feminine looks. Most are truly little girls or women inside andtheir souls scream out to live as such. Only reality has given them ahard. "I nodded obediently. I was sitting with my hands clenched between my legs, looking straight down at my lap. I was shaking uncontrollably as I noticed my penis had retracted like a turtle head pulled into its shell.The belt was shoved into the side of my head as he repeated, "I said, don't move!"As I began to breathe deeply, trying to stop shaking, and think about a plan to get free, he began sigh and rock back and forth nervously. I thought about trying to talk to him and see if I could calm.