Was his dick curve or was it straight? I could see Carl's dick now; he was large, thick, cut and with a well-defined mushroom head. Carl did not seem ...in a rush for me to start playing. I made the first step by lightly touching his thigh with my hand. I teased him a little more by sliding my hand to his crotch then moving my hand away. Each time my hand returned to his crotch I would move closer but did not touch his cock. His dick was growing larger. I used my fingertips, gently touching his. Then I would wank my rock hard throbbing cock before undressing, taking a hot shower and going to work. I suppose I have been cross-dressing off and on since I was about 19. I am not gay although I may be bisexual because at times I fantasize about being taken by a man. However I am not attracted to men, other than their cocks, and prefer to have sex with women. But I always have the desire to crossdress and I have always wanted to share that with my partner. And I have always wanted to be. ." That's okay," she mumbled.He wished that she would have railed at him for being late. Why couldn't she just do that? He would beg forgiveness and all would be as it was before."Did you have dinner yet? We could go to the diner and get something to eat." No, I haven't eaten, but I'm not hungry."She was looking out the passenger's side window, not at him."Hildy, something's troubling you. You better tell me what it is."She turned and looked at Jim. Her eyes were glistening and her lips. It immediately tightens, which makes him smile and he pinches it quickly between his finger and thumb causing me to gasp and arch into his torment. I feel a hot pool of arousal build between my thighs. 'I thought it was time I took a closer look,' his voice was so quiet now as if sharing a deep dark secret with me. I nod, still not able to find my voice.His big hands then reach for each of my wrists and he lifts them, his grip not tight but there is an authority there that makes me allow myself.