Like I said, I have the doctor stick his fingers in my butt once a year but it is in no way sexual. I still don’t get that it isn’t sexual when a ...doctor sticks anything into a woman’s pussy.“Hi Jean, I am Doctor James. It is nice to meet you.”“Hi Doctor.” She was still a little hesitant.“I was looking at your chart and this is not your normal visit so what is going on?”“My husband and I want to have a baby and I wanted to make sure it was OK.”‘OK. Do you want the nurse to remain in the room?”“I. ‘I’m sorry,’ she said, looking down and biting her pencil. ‘God! I’m really sorry! What’s wrong with me? I have no business asking you anything like that. Forgive me, Russell, I just wasn’t thinking!’ ‘It’s all right.’ ‘I just feel so at ease with you, and Cormac got me so upset.’ ‘It’s all right, April. Tell me, have you known Lexi long?’ ‘I feel like such an idiot! Lexi? No. Just this term, just through theater. But she seems like a wonderful person.’ ‘You say Cormac did the same thing to. We sent a few PM's and had a few brief conversations that way, so we connected.Cupid brought you to me through the web tonight! You kissed me deeply your hot tongue and soft lips getting me aroused. Your hand found my erection and you placed me inside of you. Your pussy is very wet, very tight and I only can go so far as I reach your hymen. You whisper in my ear, "I want you, I want to to make me a woman, I want you to fuck me!" Are you sure!" Oh yes, pleassssse!"I grab your hips am you wrap. . Iwas already here and there was nothing I could do but get in, get itover with as fast as possible, and get out ... hopefully unscathed. It'sprobably obvious but the power of positive thinking has never been mystrong suit. So this was, in all probability, wishful thinking on mypart. Regardless, I tried to boost my self-confidence by telling myselfthat maybe, just maybe, this time things wouldn't end as badly as theyhad in the past. There was always that hope.Once again, like so many other.