Well instead of of watching porn I start talking to this older man talking about porn and what not. Ya know, the fun stuff. We both kinda get into the... topic of meeting up. At first I didn't really think it was gonna happen. He gives me a location, a gas station. I'm really thinking to myself. "Wow what if I drove an hour and he doesn't really show up, waste of gas." So driving and what not and finally get there. I'm waiting, he says he'll be there in 5 minutes. I see this big red SUV pull up.. His skills in the way he could make me cum with his hands, his mouth, his fingers. Add to that his experience, his stature in the village (he was a successful member of society) made him a fabulous prize for a young girl. I was still under the impression that I had won him and not that he had taken me as his own – foolish girl!For the next few nights, I avoided Renaud, pretending to be unwell but unwilling to face the truth; that I felt I had betrayed him. I was ashamed of my behaviour but at. I looked down and shook my head."Say it out loud" he said. I was still looking down, so I didn't see, butI could hear the wicked smile in his voice."No Sir"He laughed. "Tell us out loud that you're not worthy boy".I knew there was no way out of this. I looked up to catch his eye."Sir, as your fag i'm not worthy of sitting with men" I looked at what theother submissives around the room were doing. "I should be on the floorSir, so people can see that you're my superiors".Charlie was beaming. ‘It’s not often we get visitors from California at this place. Usually it’s mostly locals from across New Mexico, and sometimes Arizona and Texas. I’m surprised you L.A. folks are interested in vacationing at a dude ranch.’ Trust me, I’m not. I wanted to say it, but of course I just smiled and nodded my head. Mrs. Waterman seemed very nice. The least I could do was pretend like I wanted to be here. As she was discussing different aspects of the ranch, Mrs. Waterman stopped in midsentence,.