We decided to drive to a lesbian bar because we'd never been to one before. Well, as far as Rachel knew that was the only reason; I had ulterior moti...ves. Rachel and I had shared a drunken kiss several years prior that I enjoyed immensely, and I was hoping that maybe after some drinks, we could pick up where we left off.It was a lot emptier than I imagined a lesbian bar in a large town would be, and everyone there appeared to be in a relationship, so our chances of finding another partner for. And I meant everything I said. Then I masturbated to completion. After I came, I felt silly, and brushed it off as a sexual fantasy.So, whether I was BORN "that way," or became that way as a result of my pact with Satan, I gradually found myself gravitating toward homosexual thoughts, and a few days later, I experimented with cross dressing for the first time. Again, I was home alone and masturbating, and apropos of nothing, I ran to my mom's room and painted my lips red with one of her. I went over to her room and found her sitting upright and crying loudly. She wore her baby blue silk nightgown.I asked her what was wrong and she kind of jumped. Apparently, she had not been expecting me. She told me that she was scared and wanted me to sleep in here with her. Looking at her face, I knew I couldn’t refuse her. I told her I would get a blanket and sleep on the floor. She insisted I slept on the bed with her. Reluctantly, but not arguing about it, I complied. I pulled back. Aroslav: Not your problem. Not really even mine. Tell me what's on your mind.RIO: I heard you were interviewing Tony's friends.aroslav: That's right. Don't know why I haven't called you before.RIO: Am I still one of his friends? He doesn't hate me?aroslav: Rio, why would Tony hate you?RIO: You tell me. You cut a thousand words out of that last chapter.aroslav: 1054.RIO: Why? They were my scene.aroslav: They read like bad porn.RIO: And Tony hated it, didn't he? He hated what we did and now he.