I don't know what I was looking for, in retrospect. Maybe I was hoping for a sign, or maybe I was just stalling for time. Yet the limo had already pul...led away and there was no turning back now. I took a deep breath and reluctantly stepped inside their world.The house was expansive and opulent and I could almost hear an echo as I walked behind them in my silver stiletto sandals. I watched the deliberate sway of Tamara's willowy figure in her black patent leather boots that put her almost at the. She was ready to leave."Don't you know I love you, Vivian?"Maybe she blushed; I think I saw her chin shake feebly, but her eyes never left the sky."You don't." Yes, I do. More than anything else. I love you with all my will." I extended my hand, touching her peachy skin as lightly as I could, feeling the warmth and electric charge that nothing else in the world possessed. "Why won't you believe me?" You are fooling yourself." I was shaking now, my legs refusing to be still; I forced them to, as. I worked out tirelessly these days to grow my thighs and waist bigger than my slave. He offered me a clean up of my sweat and took my urine and fart as well. Later that evening we had an invitation of a marriage function, both of us were invited so I asked Tushar to get ready in a total gentleman's outfit leaving his slavery image behind. I asked for his help as I was preparing to wear a black banarsi saree, he did my bra and blouse followed by pallu while i pinched his nipples in the process.. We linked arms and went back into the fray.The next day was back to school. Tina and I met in the hall before the first bell. Yeah, she checked to see if I had my engagement ring on. Of COURSE I had my ring on. And PEOPLE noticed it.I got to explain WHO gave me the ring and like ANY girl who gets engaged in high school, you know, answering the question, "Uh ... Are you PREGNANT?" Honestly now, are things so screwed up that people think the only reason a girl wants to get married is to give her.