I closed my eyes and concentrated on the sound of the waves and the feeling of the breeze moving my long blond hair back and fourth. ‘Wake up!’ I ...couldn’t remember going to sleep but I was lying face down on the hot pebbles. There was a hand touching my shoulder as though testing to see how hot my skin was. ‘You are so stupid sometimes, let me get some sun screen on you.’ While I had been sleeping I had produced a throbbing erection on the warm pebbles I was grateful that I was lying face down.. The stages of our lives. The fears and inabilities. Our own doubts. The inequality of what we each brought to the relationship. My inexperience." They were all reasons. No one thing had come between us, but everything had conspired against us. I looked at the sketch in my hands not knowing whether I could go on. All the background was there. The patterns, fruit, props were all complete in the sketch. But the figure—Rita—was still missing."Were you thinking of her when you made love to me?" It. Paul and I stopped our conversation while Alice concentrated. After a couple of minutes, she downed the wine and said she needed more. Up she got and went back into the kitchen.I said to Paul that it might be best if I made a move soon. He said I should stay a bit longer as she’d be off the phone once she’d put some plan into motion. I was happy to stay as long as I wasn't getting in the way. Alice came back, apologising for her outburst and that she’d been rude in ignoring us. “Not a problem. .. So I shed the last of my clothes, trying not to be too embarrassed about the total absence of muscles. I needn´t have worried, the only muscle she showed any interest in was standing at full attention between my legs.“Not bad at all. Interesting curve.” I had heard the curve remark quite a lot until then and I really began to wonder if other cocks were straight when being erect. My homophobia had always led me to ignore the cocks shown in porn movies. But now that I considered it, they.