"Shit," I muttered, shoving the note back in my jacket. With everythinggoing on including my dad in the hospital. The last thing I needed was arelatio...nship with a boy. Plus boys had dicks, a fact that both disgustedand terrified me. I had one but my memories of it were jumbled. I couldremember being a boy - I hadn't been a girl that long - but all myreference points were missing. I was a different now. I experiencedthings in a differently; my thought processes were different. When Icalled up a. “Heck no, all Mum has to do is mention the hairbrush and I’m the best behaved girl ever.” “So you don’t get spanked with the hairbrush then?” Emily was getting confused. “I wish. No, when I have already got Mum mad she gives me the hairbrush long and hard. I can tell you I hate it. When I step out of my knickers under my Mum’s stony gaze and bend across her lap I see her holding that hairbrush and I know I am in for such a horrid horrid time. I suppose the extra nice stinging afterwards helps. Yyyeaah.. cooooomom on coomom ooon.. aaah. 1 min baad woo jhaar gaya. Fir woo chut ko saf karne ke baad mere lund ko apne haath me le liyaa aur sahlane lag gay. Thori der bad woo niche chali gayi aur mere pure nange baad ko kiss karate ke lund pee pohuch gaya.Tab woo lound chusnee laga. Aise hi lound pura tight hoo ghoyaa. Karib 10 min chusnee kee bad mee uske muh me hi jhar gaya. Usne fir mere lound koo saf karke fir see sahlane lag gaya.. mene uskee boobs daba raha tha. Gand ko ragar rha. Then she would walk to the guy to her room and after two hours he would leave the house. So happy that he would forget to ask for the money. Back then I had no idea what really was going on. When I grew older and my certain parts of my body started to grow (breast, hips) and other got smaller (waist) my mom told me that she didn't want me to go thru the same things she had to every month to pay for the rent. So we decided to move to the US. Since we had no money the guy who helped us cross told.