" He knew, we knew," said Dorothy, "and we also knew that of the three of us, you had the best chance of making it big. We were so happy for you." Tha...t's a load of crap and you know it," the singer said unexpectedly. "You were a lot more talented than I was." Then maybe you just wanted it more." Do you ever think about it?" Kassandra asked. "What might have happened if I was the one who got pregnant and you went to Los Angeles instead. You know the way the three of us were back then, it. Next morning I woke up and called her from the bed. She came running to my room and said how you are feeling Abhi?I said much better than tomorrow and then she came to the bed and tried to pick me up. She was wearing a night gown and she bend on me to lift me and when she did that her night gown exposed her cleavage to me. This is the first time my eyes were seeing her cleavage like that. She was wearing a black bra and she was having perfect size melons. I got a strange feeling for the first. She was right. I was wearing that pink nylonpanty. The lacy panels on the sides were a bit itchy, but it reminded mejust what I was wearing all day. Knowing that I was wearing a woman'spanty and feeling that feminine discomfort of a lacy side panel on mypanty briefs. No boy would ever experience that. I wasn't sure if Tammyknew that I was wearing a pantiliner with the undies. I don't know howmuch she dug around my room. Sometimes I'd take a few tampons and someheavy flow pantiliners so I could. But things had improved lately, since she told Michael about that night back in college, when she almost let Gerard take her to bed. The thought of her with a black man really turned Michael on.But now Jen was worried. With his passion satiated, would Michael still be okay with what she had done, the way she had let Gerard touch her? She had been faithful to Michael since their marriage, and she was pretty sure he had been as well. Since their marriage, no one had touched her the way Gerard.