"Evening M'lady." He greets me."C'mmon Westy, you know how much I hate that proper crap!" I call at him.He grins at me. "Why do you think I say it? Le...ts get going."I wrap myself around his arm and we take off, heading through the woods down the path to the lake. It was a full moon tonight and seeing it over the lake was my favorite thing. It always looked like there were two moons and it was a bright as the day sun."Nice night isn't it?" I hear a man's voice say, and it wasn't Weston'sI clench. Make sure you bring your collar. I also want you to wear something very sexy under your clothes tomorrow, so that I can have fun unwrapping my new toy. Oh and bring those sexy pink panties of yours that you showed me in the first picture you ever sent me." ------------ When you're married eight years and have 3 kids, sometimes you just don't feel sexy. I have a beautiful, tight figure, but my husband barely even notices me anymore. I felt a rush at the thought of dressing sexy for a man who. I used blue and silver eyeshadow to accent my eyes and of course my absolute favourite, lipstick. As Ishaped my mouth and applied the lipstick I felt the growing bulge growinglike an uncoiling snake. I could see the pouty look evolving before me asthe slippery velvet covered my lips.I walked back and forth trying to build up the courage to walk out in frontof her. I just couldn't do it. I peered back in the mirror. Back and forth.Back and forth I getting more and more worked up. It was Luce's. How would you feel if your whole life was crystallized atonce, and you realized how fucked up you were? How would itfeel," and then I started bawling again."I'm sorry, Jess. I really am. You're right. I didn't realize howscary this could be. Maybe subconsciously that's why I asked forsix months. So you could adjust. I really can't tell you how muchI appreciate this. Whatever you need to feel comfortable, I'll doit," she said, fumbling around for words. "Please. I'm reallysorry for what I.