When I was young I would sit on granddads lap watching and listening as they talked about some new young girl or how so and so was looking, then falli...ng to sleep and waking up in granddads bed. But when I was 11, one of the guys asked me to fetch him a drink which I did, this became a regular thing for all the guys, on my return from getting a drink one of the guys joked about me sitting on his lap as he was chip leader and so I went straight over and sat on his lap, the chip lead changed and. " Why are you doing this?" Catherine asked, her lower lip trembling.I made a show of considering her question. "Why? I'm doing this because it's time you surrendered to your true nature, Catherine. It's time you learned to obey your man, your master; it's time you learned that you are nothing more than a dirty little slut." Stop calling me that!" Catherine protested.I grinned, and my hands closed around her upper arms. I've always been a big guy, and regular trips to a expensive uptown gym kept. The age difference is just too great for him to ever consider me as more than the little sister. But a few more nights like last night, and I hope there’s more than a few, and I don’t know how I’ll keep my emotions in check. My dream life is marrying Jim and the four of us living together to love each other, care for Jim in every way, and to have his babies. That’s never going to happen, but I can dream. You guys are living your dream and I’m very happy for you, but not just a little. You run your fingers through my hair and instinctively press my head down against your skin.Then you remember where you are and who is in your house, your k**s. You remember that they are asleep in their beds and you are standing on your front porch where any neighbors who are up late could see you kissing this stranger. You bring me inside and close the door. You say, "My k**s are asleep and I don't wnat to wake them. Let's go somewhere a little more private." With that, you lead me quietly.