Although Jewel had never lived with us since J and I got married, we both enjoyed having her visit whenever she liked; her unquenchable good nature an...d bubbly personality made her fun to be around. From the number of weekends she spent with us, it was clear that she enjoyed spending time with us, too. “OK, darlin’,” I replied. “I’ll miss you, though! I was just thinking about taking a shower, and I need someone to wash my . . . back.” I put on my best “dirty old man” leer. “If you know what I. All I care about is committing every second of this encounter to memory. Nothing else matters.“I ordered red, I hope that’s okay?”I smile appreciatively, still not composed enough to manage intelligible conversation. You know me well enough to know that red wine is generally my first choice, but if I’m honest, I would drink anything right now if it would calm my fluttering heart.“What shall we drink to?” you ask, gesturing to my glass as you pick up your own.I pause for a moment to consider. I have a very good physique and weigh about 210 pounds. I attend our local state university and that’s where I met Kevin, we sat at the same table in our History class. Now Kevin had very feminine mannerisms, he was very thin, had very fair skin and a nice skinny ass. He was movie star handsome and if you did not get close to him you could mistake him for a girl. I’ve had a few relationships with men before, but this little twink was driving me crazy. One day Kevin got his mid-term with a “D”. Say it." I'm not a man." surrendering my ass."If you're not a man, what are you?"She truly enjoyed forcing things out of my mouth "I'm a sissy miss." Say the whole thing." I'm no man miss, I'm a sissy. Your sissy." You fail me as a man. As you yourself say, you're not a man. All youhave to offer me is your devotion. Isn't that right?" Yes miss yes, my devotion," I grunt."If your devotion fails then you fail. Say it." If my devotion fails then I fail." I repeat through clenched jaws"Say it.