She generally seems kind of prudish but still friendly.It was during this period that I really, really longed for a woman that I found myself wonderin...g if she had any physical interest in me. I would go out in my yard and purposely take my shirt off, flex a little and hope maybe she was inside looking out at me. One day I purposely mowed my lawn only wearing shorts and sweating profusely and even pulled my shorts up while sitting on my rider mower rubbing myself innocently and almost giving her. I was stuck to the spot as I took in her full breasts, ass, and legs, but decided I'd better get the hell away before she turned around. I picked up a box, and fled down the stairs. When I came back into the kitchen, she was standing at the table fixing a pithcher and glasses on a tray. She was wearing a long black robe,barefoot. "You carry this...I need to get my cigarettes and I'll join you outside," she said. I could see she was still wearing the white bra, but wondered if she had a panty. When Elizabeth left the altar, Václav Havel sat beside her in a front pew. The priest then continued with the Mass to the point of the exchange of vows. Then there was a repeat of the day before. The same golden cylinder appeared and led the couple through their vows. Strangely, it seemed almost to smile when Karla promised to “love, honor and obey.”At that point He paused and said, “Now remember, Karla, you have promised to obey Douglas. You did know what you were saying, didn’t you?”“Yes,. "The only thing I can think of is that she slipped something into my drink, one of the stiffeners the polys use to make sure they don't short-change any of their wives. If I was in a foul enough mood, I could call rape, I think, but frankly I've been too lonely too long, and I couldn't bring myself to cast them out anyway."I finished my stout in several swallows then, and said, "I'll have another when they get here, with our meal, and if I ask for a third, throw my sorry ass into the street..