The breeze was warm and salty. She hopped across the car and into my lap, her legs stretched out onto the other bucket seat. She kicked off her sandal...s and rested her head on my shoulder. I wrapped an arm around her tiny frame and we fell into pleasant conversation as the sun sank lower.A few other couples had parked their cars along the same bluff, though none of them very close to us. As the sun lowered the wind began to pick up and grow cold. Jennifer snuggled closer against the chill wind.. He chugged at his water.Moments passed. It was quiet but for the soft buzz from the muted TV. George paused. All he could hear in the room was the deep breathing of his little girl, suddenly.As quietly as possible George leaned forward and took the beer away from his daughter's limp hand. The can was half empty. That meant she'd ingested one and a half of the special beers.She'd just taken one and a half doses of GH Pro. If Dr. Malkewitz was right, she should be completely comatose.Slowly,. . . to die to sleep, perchance to dream, aye there's the rub, for in that sleep of death what dreams may come when we have shuffled off this mortal coil." Indeed, what dreams? Dreams of my babies not wanting to be around me, disgusted with me because of my neglect. Truly my dreams were more than I could bear, that I had not meant to be an absentee dad notwithstanding. Now, nothing is what I had, and nothing is what I wanted. Helluva thing. The sidewalk seemed to materialize out of nowhere as I. She found herself sitting as the man placed a bowl of hot steaming mud colored goo in front of her, and a round circle of brown, it looked like a rock, but it smelled soo good her stomach gurgled loudly and her mouth was watering. "Well" the man said "sounds like your hungry don't wait for me I'll be along in a moment or two with mine and he handed her a silver tool with a round end that had a depression in the middle of the round end, she figured it was for the liquid she put the spoon into.