Which sucked.For the first half of the day, Claire barely acknowledged my existence, always finding something incredibly pressing to busy herself with... whenever I tried to explain what had happened. She was professional, but dismissive.Tami, on the other hand, just tried to avoid me altogether. I had hurt her more than I'd realized, and she seemed too embarrassed to even look me in the eye. Since I couldn't exactly talk to her with all the other people around the office, I had the bright idea of. "You're sure? About the love, I mean?"He looked so serious. I couldn't help but become serious, too, as I answered. "Yes. I'm quite sure. I do love you."Personally I'm not sure why I hadn't known it earlier. Like our first night together. Even then I couldn't deny him anything. I still couldn't, as far as that goes."God, what a way to start a day. Being told that I'm loved. I'll have to give that statement some very serious thought. But, first, let's eat." Turning to one of the maids, he said,. She had lifted her nightie and was in a different world altogether. She was full of sexual urge and I could make out from her seductive eyes. She was uncontrollable and unstoppable. I said shalu not to proceed or else we will be making a grave sin, but she was in no mood to listen to me.She started to increase her movements and signaled me to cooperate. That was the time I decided that anyway luck has come my way and I should utilize that opportunity’s let shalu feel my manliness over my. What would my parent's and friend's say? They don't know I'minto the T world to begin with, let along hey my girlfriend is/was a guy.Hell I don't even know if April wants to have the operation. I'm soconfused. I don't want to lose April, but I don't want to touch herthere either. Maybe I'm not trans-phobic, maybe I'm homophobic. I likelesbians though,..guess that's not the same thing. I wouldn't want a manhitting on me that's rather a repellant thought. What is April to me? Is she a man.