I felt as if I was going to be split in half as heplunged deeply in and out of me. I had never felt anything like it beforein my life but the amazing ...feeling that was building up inside me was likea pressure tank about to explode. I knew something was wrong but I couldnot stop to think what it was. I had never felt like this when having sexbefore. His penis was completely filling my vagina. How could this behappening? I am a man, but I can't be!I hear my voice, screaming, "Yes, yes, yes." I. Sustainthem in their anguish; and into the darkness of their grief."Because that?s who this funeral was for of course. John. It was John?sfuneral. Not Olivia?s. The flowers, the music, the religion, the lifesummarized into three paragraphs wasn?t anything to do with her.Because she wasn?t any of that. She was makeup and hard work andsomething more complicated. She was desperate for attention and willingto do anything to get it. She was shame and guilt and an ever-expandingweb of deceit to those. ‘You know you can’t bribe the teacher but as good as you did on your exams, I guess this shouldn’t be counted as bribery.’ She said as she laid the papers down and hugged his shoulders. They sat side by side on the sofa. They chatted as they ate with their shoulders and legs touching slightly. As the meal continued, Danielle started to wonder if this would be the day she lost her virginity. She had always promised she would wait for marriage or until she was sure it was true love. As she. It was o so nice, relaxing even. Grandmamma said, "That'sjust what every girl needs after a bath, Chrissy, a girl can never be tooyoung to start with a moisturizing routine."Christine continued down on to my shoulders rubbing in the lotionon the backand front, every inch was covered.I said, "That's so nice Christine, you have a wonderful touch."Grandmamma said, "I moisturized Christine last night and told her she shouldthink of doing massages as an alternative to the boring work she does." Yes.