I went back to the bed and gave Chris a big kiss goodbye. I wavedgoodbye to Morgan, even though she put her cheek out for me to kiss inthe European fa...shion."I'll call you tomorrow!" Chris said as I was leaving."Looking forward to it!" I said.The next morning, I got a call from Morgan. She said Chris wanted methere at noon.I showed up at noon, and Morgan opened the door. She was wearing a Nun'shabit. She handed me the Priest's cassack. "Where is Chris?" I asked."She's in the bathroom," Morgan. All of them know all the healers are women and Ed is a man, but he seems to know what this is. Fair Flower says, “I have nothing to offer you in the way of help, but Ed has something that may help. Let him do it!” The mother looks at Ed and nods yes.He glances around the concerned group and says, “All are to leave except the mother, Wild Thorn, Fair Flower, and Dawn. They’ll help me.” While the others leave Ed adds, “When you have to move about please try not to move between the fires and the. I served him his meal, and we ate slowly, sipping our wine. The candlelight made everything glow as if lit from within. There was little need for words, we just gazed into each others eyes and let our feelings for one another show in their depths. Every time I look at him, every second I spend with him, I seem to fall even deeper in love with him. As I look at him I feel my heart swell and my breath catch in my throat, the feelings for him so strong that it literally takes my breath away. I. It felt so warm, and I felt as though I could just stay there all day. Unable to hold it back anymore I cried, I cried for my self, for the loss of my husband, for the loss of some relative I barely knew. Embarrassed I started to pull away from him. He just held on tighter, and told me that it was ok to cry, and if I didn't let it out now, it would just eat at me until I did. So I just stood there in his arms crying, but at least grateful that someone was listening to me.When I finally quit.