I have treated each and everyone of you with discourtesy and a lack of respect. None of you deserved it. Despite me you are the best research staff in... the company and I never showed you the least bit of gratitude for that fact. There was a reason I was such a bitch and bitter pill but with the help of Mr. Brown I have overcome that bitterness and have embraced myself for what I am. So in that vien I would like to show you how sorry I am for the way I acted towards you all and invite you to. "Thank you ladies." And again her own voiceseemed to have a humiliating affect on her."Good girl," I told her and then commanded her down the hall once againI followed her. We entered another room. "This is where we enhance yourfemininity."'First things first,' came to mind as I reached for a bra and placed iton the bench in front of her... A box that would have fake breasts, shecould pad the bra with for now. A red dress that would go up to herneck, a corset that would cinch her waist... a. Love you.” And I was out the door.Parking in Brad’s driveway I was once again thankful for the perfect car. A white late model Volvo looked like every other sedan. Sitting still just agonizing over my behavior. ‘ ‘He so gross! Why him?’ ‘I can’t go in there. This is too planned.’ ‘The other times were spur of the moment. ‘ ‘I didn’t mean to have sexual intercourse. It just couldn’t be helped.’ ‘This is lying and cheating! There is no excuse this time.’ I’m leaving!But instead I’m standing in. I don't know what came over me, but I suspect that I need to find a place to lie down. Please excuse me."I leaned on Elger and managed to walk back to our cart. Once there, I lay down and slept for about five hours. Shit, I still didn't know what magnetism was or looked like, but I did know that I wanted nothing to do with it! I had a lot of questions for my mentors the next time I talked to them. I was happy when I remembered that the full moon was due in five more days.We fooled around for.