My mind drifts in and out of consciousness. Even the short dreams that are supposed to relieve me from my suffering are of me in humiliating bondage; ...so it suffers for her even in sleep. While my mind is cognizant it is restricted to the thoughts that my Mistress has allowed it to think. The agony of my nylon encased feet locked in my debilitating shoes, the unrelenting pain in my thighs, the complete thankfulness to her for allowing me a blanket, the discomfort of my face as it lies in my. I loved how hot it felt in my hand, and how I could feel it throbbing. I started stroking it slowly at first, looking up to his eyes for approval. "That's good, baby. Keep stroking it." His cock looked and felt so much hotter and real than the dildo I was playing just minutes ago, and I wanted to do everything I'd tried with the dildo with his cock too. "Can I try sucking it?" I asked shyly. "Yeah, if you want to. I'd love it." He replied. I bent down to give his cock a kiss, and felt him lift. Like Anna sucking off Josh while she took a hard fuck from our teacher in her small, tight ass. No one knew of my mind waking, not even my friend I always told my secrets to. Nope, everyone thought I was the sweet, shy, quiet girl who always did what she was told. I was far from having a clean mind, and I was more of a sex addicted bitch in heat on the inside.I was home alone one day and bored out of my mind, so bored that I couldn't pay attention to my favorite after school cartoons. I tried. "By the way, did Skinner tell you?" Tell me what?" This weekend will be his last visit with us. He's being shipped out this coming Monday."When we started walking to town, he seemed to be aware of what had just happened."Did your Grandma tell you, Josh? That I'm shipping out next Monday." Yeah, she told me," I said sadly. "I sure wish you didn't have to go." So do I, Josh, but I'll be back one of these days. You gonna still be my best buddy?" he asked, trying to lighten the moment."You know.