I kept my hand behind her on the sofa and was just scrolling through my phone while she watched the tv.I laughed at one of the memes a friend shared i...n a WhatsApp group, she leaned in to see what was it, we literally sat next to each other quite cozy. I wanted her to stay like that for longer, so I kept showing her my collection of memes. She laughed at them mostly – I now had my hands on her arms and we both together were watching the memes, she had my phone in her hand and her hand was in. .You are obviously very feminine very soft are you the man or the woman in that relationship? I laughed... I like to think the woman I responded. He laughed. Ok stupid question but what made you hate men? I told him I don't hate men I just feel really comfortible around woman. He said me too. I laughed. He told me how his girlfriend had been cheating while he was locked up. He said she told him he would stretch her out so her new boyfriend would feel like he's swimming after Johnny had sex. Maybe I’m worrying about nothing, but I’m going to continue to fuss over you, if you don’t mind me doing that.”“I don’t mind, in fact I understand and appreciate your concern,” I said. “What we need to do is make sure that at least once a week, we make the time to talk about our personal issues – not work stuff, not how projects are going, what stuff needs attention or how many extra staff we need. Just talking about ourselves, the things that are going on in our personal lives, how we are. However, her first night back in town after John caught me with Adam was one to remember. All through growing up having sex with my brother, my dad or anyone else I never got any type of feelings. The feeling is hard to describe but it just makes me warm, secure and fills me with much joy. I never had those feelings with anyone other than John. That was until that night with Gina, I did not think it was possible for anyone to make me feel like that other than John. At the time I did not, dwell.