It’s just a picture of you straddling some muscular black guy, like you sometimes do to Marco at the works Christmas party! The light in the picture... isn’t very good and I feel slightly disappointed at how tame it is. Especially as I was sure you’d be up to some naughtiness by now. I guess I was expecting too much really, I mean this is the first time you’ve gone out with the intention of ‘having fun’ so maybe it’s just a step too far this early. Both you and this guy are laughing in the picture. I started out south following the coast having decided to check out Gibraltar. I didn't plan to return to this area so would check out that well-known site. I was hoping for quiet without a crash to end it. I wasn't driving fast and was prepared to stop if I saw a pretty spot or one that appealed to me. Following the coast was interesting but wasn't fast. I had to double back a few times. Early on, I came to a dead-end and pulled around but stopped to hit the beach. It was so pretty and warm. I watched you and Jill in the pool and could see she was really enjoying what you were doing to her. It was ok, and he said yes. So we just decided to swap wives for the day. Later in the evening Joe put an x-rated video and we all sat on the couch to watch. The room was dark and I was sitting with Loan a Joe was with Jill. It was a well done amateur video with 2 couples playing together. It was obvious they were not acting and the action was for real. I was getting hard watching the action and. I'd emerged from my marriage a shell, no confidence nor self-esteem. I'd felt worthless and useless. The intervening three years had seen some small improvements in my self-image, but not enough to give me the confidence to go and date. In conversation with him, all that fell away; I began to feel like a woman again. An attractive one at that. Where I'd become monochrome, I saw colour begin to emerge. He ignited a fire inside me: I finally felt alive again. Quickly we moved off the site onto.