“Okay, Amelia, you all right?” She turned to look at Amelia who sat there, goggle-eyed.“Um, yes, Jeremy told me we were safe in here and this ca...r was like a tank.”Thompson snorted. “Well, not that secure, but yeah, it’s pretty well armored. Listen, do you need to talk about it? This can be pretty traumatic and I don’t want you getting bad thoughts or dreams about what happened.”Amelia nodded, “Yes, maybe if we talk a bit so I know what happened. Jeremy was keeping me down on the car’s floor and. Josh had really fixed up this place in the year he had been coming here to guard the stagecoach as it passed before him. He had arranged a feed box and a water trough for his horse and hauled in enough feed and hay to keep him happy for a few days. Josh didn't expect to be trapped in here under siege, but you never knew with the way the Indians and Mexicans had been acting lately. He always carried extra water and food with him as he moved from danger point to danger point, just in case. Being. "It looks like you have to jerk me off," he said, standing proudly in the middle of the room. I shrugged my shoulders."What if I don't?" I asked, trying to make it appear as if I really didn't want to."Oh, you're going to, or I'm gonna tell everyone at work how you were watching me piss." "What?" I exclaimed, shocked that he had seen me looking. "I wasn't..." I don't care," Mike said. "Either way, I'm gonna tell them." I breathed a sigh of relief; he hadn't seen me looking."Fine," I said.. .. BDSM at the SM Studio became routine instead of joy and relaxation. Routine made me incautious and when having sex with one of my regular customers, I got pregnant... But for me a c***d must be born out of love, so I didn't want to have that baby! However, abortion went totally wrong and I became infertile :-(I was really depressed about that. Evert-Jan and Lindsay were there for me, to support me, comfort me, but they couldn't help me. I wanted to have a family, like my parents. The dream.