It was nothing to feelings that were to follow.She gently ran her fingers around my balls and traced the line of my growing shaft from roots to tip. A...ll the while I was helpless as my hands were still tied.Her hands felt cool and were soothing — but, at the same time, causing a fire to burn in my loins. Slowly she ran her hand up and down my now fully erect penis — her strokes were deliberate and long. Her other hand cupped and uncapped my balls — occasionally I was reminded of the damage done. Over the top I went with another hard climax. Sam shook with dry humps. He climaxed, but no cum remained.When I flopped flat on my belly in exhaustion, Sam went on to Nikki to repeat his performance--minus any cum again. When she flopped belly first, popping him loose from her cunt, he got to Sandra for round three with the same results. Except that time, after popping free of her cunt, he also fell flat beside her, totally wiped out.Late the next day, Nikki flew home. We three girls cried. I don't know what the women here think of me and how we cared for them. The day after my arrival I was shown tapes outlining our responsibilities, and what the punishment would be for not succeeding. The whippings I mentioned earlier were the mildest punishment given to a caretaker. The person who was there before us was a tyrant. He was more interested in using those in the barn than he was in caring for them, or doing what the owners wanted. Sorry, I'm going into too much detail." I think,". I could not recall the doctor's name that I spoke with today but I remember that he showed me things about myself that I never realize before. I guess I had been keeping it all hidden away deep inside of myself. I walked to the bedroom wondering how all of this was going to affect Richard and myself. He has been on me for a long time to quit smoking; I just wonder how he is going to feel about my new cravings and desires.I pulled my dress off and stood there naked except for my bra, I looked in.