I could tell that this was exactly what shewanted and to be honest it did lighten up the mood in the car and I felta little better.The drive took over... an hour, the second part of which was less tense butI was still a basket case. As Karen turned into a large mall she pattedmy hand in a reassuring manner. "Honey, for your first trip I thoughtit would be easier if we traveled further from home where there is lesschances of running into anyone we know. I know this is hard for you butyou will. Using chatrooms and gay sites. Each time I need a little more to satisfy me. I met this guy - a gay man aged 50... told him my urges and now I chat online regularly with him... he understands my position and knows how to satisfy me online. First it began with just text chats... then camming (but not showing my face)... then phone sex... texting... showed him my face... long sessions. I continued the contact for a year and a half, going further and further each time. I always wondered that. And she kind of started showing attitude even to her seniors because she knew the team leader would always take her side and then year and a half passed by I got to know she got into a relation with one more colleague of mine.But I cared to bother the least as I was doing really well in my job and I was all set to get a promotion. So my work used to occupy all my time and I hardly any time to interact with anyone and then 2 years passed by after she joined and I got to know that she broke up. ”“True, I don’t know why I didn’t notice that. I guess I didn’t want to be super confident.”“So....are you gonna make a move or...?” You roll over to her side and kiss her. You’re now fully on top of her and you press your body down on her. You mimic the motions of fucking her and you can tell she’s loving it by her moans.“Now that’s what I was waiting for. I love having your strong body press down on me. I looooove having a strong man take control.”“Of course you do, you little slut.”“Mhm..