Depression and Anxiety. Everything fadedaway. I laughed. Laughed. Nothing fake. It felt good. Put the righthormone into someone's system and Ta-Da Emo...tions work a lot better.One evening about one year after I moved back home, I was on a businesstrip, had a sleepless night in the hotel, and spent my time on socialmedia. Scrolled lackadaisical through Facebook and twitter when themessenger lit up. It was from Darren. I told him. Back then. But thennothing.I was skeptical first. Why now? I. ”I automatically answered I love you and she continued excitedly, “Ok. You remember last week when I came to visit you at the studio for lunch and Darnell invited me to do a few lines with him and you said OK?”I did not remember that that was how it went down. I was working and she told me she was going off with this famous rapper's huge bodyguard, alone, to do drugs. I didn’t want to look uptight or seem insultingly racist by complaining so I didn’t protest. She was jerking me off during all. In no time my cock had grown to full size and throbbing. I loved surprising her with my hard-ons.When Allison finally climbed into bed I was ready to jump her bones and have my way with her pussy. Her pussy is always on my mind. I loved everything about it, the look, the smell, the taste and of course the feel.Once in bed Allison laid still on her back, never moving. At first I thought she hadn't notice my subtle request for a little pussy. After a short period I decided to make the first move.. I've beenwaiting so long, she seemed to coo to me. I just wanted to melt butmeekly suggested we drive to my home to which she assented verypositively.I can remember it all, that journey back to my house, especially thatdream like quality which made me smile even though my nervousness wasthreatening to resurface at every moment. I know it takes fifteenminutes from my place to the station but previous knowledge was all Ihad to go on as I wafted through the journey. Time seemed to have flownout.