. and at this realisation my heart stutters slightly. Muscles clench and nerves flutter in my stomach but at the same time I can feel a slight throbbi...ng begin between my legs. I do want this, after all. I’m completely turned on but just a bit nervous that I somehow won’t live up to all these years of anticipation on Jackson’s part. He holds up a bottle of sun tan lotion to show me, then steps over and unties the strings of my white bikini top. Pouring some lotion into his hands he begins to. "I could feel Michael grinning again. "A smart ass and easy. I think I'm falling in love."If ever a comment deserved a comeback that was it and I would have answered, really, but my hand had been doing it's 'this way to the treasure' thing and something very hard and very hot was right there, pointed at that spot where all the fun starts and it was too much and not enough and who the hell has time for comebacks when your just about to get stuffed full of big, drippy, glorious cock and obsessed. We lost 9 pilots, but I think we got more of them. We were stationed just across the border in China. We flew missions over the Yalu." So, what was it like?" At those speeds, you have no time to think. Everything happens very fast. You must develop a fighter's instinct or you're chop-suey. Someone on your six, you roll over and dive for the deck as quick as you can. The F-86 can't follow, see? Unless the guy's a real pro. You get underneath where he can't see you. We learned all this the hard. “I know you’re nervous about giving up so much control over your body. But let me tell you a secret. Giving up control is the most erotic, the most liberating thing a woman can do. You’re going to love it.”I paused for a moment and added, “But you don’t need me to tell you that. You’ve been watching Riley. You seem to have figured it out for yourself.”It’s obvious that she’s both nervous and skeptical. But when I turned and headed for the door from the garage into the house I heard her.