Her fingers trailed the delicate embroidery drapery that hangs down from the walls, and the silken curtain that keep out much of the sun but yet keep ...the house well lit and comfortable. The family room is of a different design, there are no couch, sofa or chairs, the floor in the room covered with thick carpet, very soft, and there are a mountain of cushions that can be adjusted to my likings, it is indeed very homey and sweet, Anu finds she relaxing a great deal in this room and to her great. I told him that I had lube in my purse and begged Jim to use it. He laughed and told me that if I wanted to use lube to go ahead, he would love to watch me finger my "pussy."I took the tube from my pocket book and squeezed some onto the fingers of my right hand. I reached behind me and started working one then two fingers in and out of my ass. I was still laying face down over the desk when I felt Jim grab my right wrist and bend it behind my back. he grabbed my left writs and put it behind my. Tuesdays soon became, no knickers Tuesday, and then Thursdays became Motel fuck night. Until Saturdays, became fantasy Saturdays, at a place of his choosing.Tuesdays, also became no knickers Tuesdays for me.By now I knew he was married, hence Thursdays and Saturdays.He would come to the bar and feel my bare ass, sometimes revealing it to the odd patron.The girls just looked at me in disgust.It was like I was now his toy to live out all his sexual fantasies on.I got a huge pay increase so I. There was a period after the split from Molly when I did drink alone at home, but it wasn't good and I stopped myself. It seemed ironic that the collapse of Molly's second marriage had me doing it again.I'm not sure what I really felt about it all. There were waves of sheer 'I told you so' joy. But there were waves of pity for her and what she's going through. There were doubts about the future for the boys, it was so important to me that they shouldn't be damaged by this. I realised there was.