If you had no desire for me, you could easily sidestep the implication of the advice.”I smiled ruefully and shook my head, “It’s not quite that ...simple. The desire is there, but it’s tempered and controlled by what I know about you and how I feel about you.”“Feel about me?” she asked.“I love you too much to hurt you that way.”“Hurt me?”“Yes, hurt you. Given everything you’ve told me, it would hurt you.”“More than reading Lossky? Or the Bhagavad Gita? Or the Norse myths?”I chuckled, “The only. Yeah yeah, never again but this poor kid had gotten clocked. One thing I will never condone is violence against women and kids. I know, I’d hit Vanessa. But that was the one and only time I’ve ever hit a woman and it’s eaten at me ever since. ‘The things he called me hurt way more than this. I never knew he was so jealous and hateful. He was always so nice to me.’ I cringed inside, thinking of Vanessa, ‘Yeah, people aren’t always what they seem to be. Well most of them aren’t. I’m Carson by the. Caleb lets out a moan in his sleep and the girl suddenly realizes what she did. “Oh fuck,” she whispers. What the hell am I doing? She crawls out of the bed and practically runs to the bathroom, down the hall. Once in, she locks the door and splashes her face with cold water. She looks at herself in the mirror. Her long pink colored hair frames her face. Her Jersey knit chemise clings tightly to her breasts, turning see through where the water from her face drips down.Candace stares deep into. " Said Enid."True, but that's life." I replied."As I said before if you knew what you knew now, but then..." Said Enid with a grin."Well becoming a better dancer wouldn't top my list." I chuckled."Nor mine, but I think I'd have taken more risks." She replied."Depends on the risks." I said as I dodged her heels again."True, but I think that there was so much more to see and do if only we knew..." She mused."Can't change the past." I replied. "Only make your future, besides with experience some.