I followed them cautiously, watching out for other late-season sightseers. There were none, but it was a long walk home for me. When I got there I fl...opped facedown on the bed, exhausted and not a little irritated with myself. Another hour passed before I could force myself to get dressed and make something to eat. I downed some nearly tasteless leftovers, smoked half a joint I had been saving and lay down on the couch. I got up once to pour myself a glass of wine and put in a DVD, but I was. We were out at a restaurant with such a group of mutual friends where I had positioned myself (with the help of some of those friends) to sit across from her at the table. We were quite a bit into the evening when the conversation had been slowly flowing in small individual groups when I casually let slip that I might be interested in her as more than a friend. She wasn't repulsed by the idea, to my surprise, and I didn't get a "I only like you as a friend", either. In fact, upon further. I was too embarrassed when I thought of it last night to call or mention it to her. Oh I wish I was with you right now. I miss you so much." I miss you too. Next Monday we will be together. I love you. I'll call you this evening. Lenora will think of something."I had barely hung up the phone when my desk light went on again. "Peter, this is Lenora Lopez calling. This is concerning your wedding plans. I do believe I have everything planned as to the order of when each step is to happen and the. Being single, 45, and having a strong libido can be a disadvantage at times like this. I am 6'4" tall, work out regularly, women find me attractive and I have had my share of great sex and friendships. The best sex comes from great friends.The phone rings. It's Sandy from nearby. She is the woman of my dreams but I have never hit on her. She is fifteen years younger, has a husband, Gottfreid, and now has a baby who is a three months old. Gottfreid works for a multinational, travels a lot and.