She says that I must beg her for this privilege and gives me permission to speak although she warns me to choose my words wisely and succinctly. Dec...iding in my mind that given the situation and Mistress's musings about the pleasure she's allowed me, I beg her not to remove the blindfold yet but to be able to show her my good tongue skills and to be allowed to serve her orally. Mistress Diana tells me she's amused by my answer. "I wouldn't have given you the right to see me yet, no. " Wow," I said again.My curiosity was aroused as well, though, and her willingness to tell me something so intimate let me ask her for more details. "So, you were attracted to both men and women?" No," she said firmly. "I was attracted to Mary Beth and Billy." She waved a hand dismissively. "I'm sure that a lot of people would say that it was just hormones, but back then it felt very real. I thought I was in love with both of them. And in some ways I WAS in love with them. But the point is that. ." Jane giggled. "I didn't have anyplace else to go. I miss you. I just ... I wanted to feel safe." Yeah," I sighed."I wanted to feel loved." I love you," I whispered. "Um, what did my dad say?" I love you too. What? Oh, he's really sweet," Jane told me and I think she was probably smiling at my dad right then, but who knows. "He told me I can spend the night if I want, but he's gonna call my folks." I guess he probably has to." Yeah," Jane agreed. "I just don't want to get you in trouble.". I was going to wake Jason up straightaway but I held back. Leighton was on his own now upstairs with Lyndsey and the thought of what he might do to her made me shiver with excitement. I wanted to give him a little while alone with her, so I visited the toilet, and grabbed myself a drink to waste as much time as possible before waking Jason.A good ten or fifteen minutes had passed with no call from upstairs, so I decided to wake Jason and see what was going on up there. I shook my dozing.