Nikhil said sorry and said he’ll do it gently. Even though it hurt I didn’t want him to stop. So I nodded. He again kept the tip of his penis in t...he entrance of my pussy and slowly pushed in little by little. He kept asking me if it hurt, should I stop or take it out and all.I kept telling him and little by little, his whole penis was inside me. It hurt like hell. The pain was too much. But that pain was enjoyable too. Nikhil smiled at me and started to move his penis slowly. Now it hurt even. For the next couple of weeks we had random encounters, whether it be in the corridors or kitchen, and I kept noticing that she would give me that warm smile before looking away shyly for a moment, which puzzled me slightly. First of all, I was curious as to how a pretty girl with such an obviously tight and fit body could possibly be shy or lacking confidence in any way, but then I started to wonder whether she was in fact sending me subtle signs that she was interested in me. Surely not? I. "When are we going to that stinky old gym?" she asked."Are you going to make your 7AM start time?" I asked."I will have to hurry but I live close. I can shower even," she informed me."Well I will have time for a quick shower and breakfast before I go in to work. I'll bring you a biscuit if you swing by the station at 8:30," I said."I took the shower and dressed in what had become my uniform. A green tee shirt baggy fatigue pants with lots of pockets and a utility jacket. To hide the pistol and. There’s this thing called a blackmail fetish. I’ve discovered since that it’s pretty normal in the kink/bdsm community for my type of submissive to have it. And it’s all about the fantasy of handing over control of your life to someone else. Consensual blackmail. But really it’s a contradiction in terms. Once you are blackmailed you lose all rights to consent. Sure you might have a signed agreement or whatever but if your blackmailer really wants to push, that agreement isn’t worth much more.