The road in front of our house made a sharp right ... the 10 foot tall three foot thick hedge ate cars and spit them out ... usually upside down. Very... springy hedge.Competition was tough: Skoda, VW, Citroen, Peugeot, Ford, BMW Jaguar, Kia, Honda, Nissan, Porsche, Laaka, Volvo, Saab, Fiat, Lancia, Vauxhall, Liger, Simca, Daewoo, Bentley, Geely and Holden all had three or four factory sponsored teams with four hundred thousand dollar cars, support teams with lorries and there were independents. "Are you kidding?" Greta said. "Have you seen how my sister looks at you, or Celia, or even Amelia Cort, since the truth has come out?" Well..." Of course I think Janet was looking at you that way before the announcement. She and I have similar tastes, you know, and you've grown a lot this summer. You're at least three inches taller than you were last summer, and more filled out."She reached down and covered my groin with a hand. "More filled out all over." I looked up and she was blushing.Our. Her husband tried to assure her that she was still a very attractive woman and that any man in his right mind if he had the chance, would without any hesitation hug the stuffings out of her and fuck her brains out, even the younger ones. This of course was not very reassuring and she was not at all convinced. You know, never argue with a woman about the way she looks!, as you will always loose. He kept trying to reassure her that she was still a great looking woman but to no avail. He then came. The feeling ofhelplessness and vulnerability enhanced the feeling of femininity. Inlater life, I also often pondered whether it was also a means ofreconciling my "perversions" with my "normal" life - that creating thefantasy of being forced to dress like a sexy woman took the choice outof it and made it "acceptable".Nevertheless, I went through this process of regular association ofeuphoric sexual arousal with the wearing of womens' clothes, withvulnerability and with intense shame and.